It has been an enjoyable weekend and I am wrapping it up tonight watching the Emmy Awards, which is always pleasurable. I saw a very good movie today, which has left me in sort of a post-good-movie bliss state. The movie was the new Jake Gyllenhall, Trevor Howard, and Hugh Jackman, with Maria Bello and Alfie Woodard - Prisoners. As you would expect with a cast like that, it was a very good movie. I highly recommend it and it has been a while since I've said that.
Let's see what else happened this weekend. I had a day on Thursday - I had this mood where I was just tired of doing the same old, same old each day and came to the conclusion that I really need to make a conscious effort to change things up. So, that was sort of my theme through the weekend. I decided that I would do the things I enjoyed (like breakfast at the Hickory Pit, like a good movie) but that I wouldn't do the things that were not satisfying to me. As a result, I had an enjoyable weekend.
Changing deeply engrained habits is often very difficult. It is going to require an almost constant level of effort, but that may be what I need as I move forward into the fall. If I had to define and describe my overall mood lately it has been a sense that I am not living life to the its full capacity - that I am stuck in a deep and comfortable rut.
It is actually kind of a good feeling. I really haven't felt like this for a while. It is a sense that I am in a position to seek further self-exploration. I kind of like it.
Meanwhile, TR is traveling for work, so it will be a sweet touch and go through the week. So, it is with her in my thoughts that I am going to call it a night here and settle in to some serious Emmy watching.
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